Updates and other junk

-sighs- I get it, I go on tangents and rant alot. lucky for you, This isn’t a rant ^^. I would like to highlight something. About Robin William’s Death. It was suspected suicide so they say and I seriously felt like I lost my favorite Uncle and Hero. I really hope people who are fans of him, Old and young, don’t let him die in vain. I hope this raises awareness for depression and people with depression. Because it could literally happen to anyone. Literally anyone. And I’m pretty devastated. The man was great. Thought I would say that because it ties into how I’ve been feeling recently.

Okay. So You guys remember when I talked about ‘’looking good’’ and feeling good as well? I meant it. And recently. I don’t feel like I’ve been looking good. SO  I haven’t really been feeling good. I don’t feel confident in myself, I just don’t feel good about myself. I don’t feel motivated to do a lot of things. And I may even be forced to give up my dream of cosplay modeling and just modeling in general. I’ll know when Saboten con comes around. And even now I’m not sure If I can go.

With that being said, School has started back up and fuckery happened. I was supposed to go to school downtown and now I’m going to a rival school. I know there are going to be some people from my school there. Not excited. but whatever. I’m just waiting for a miracle right now, Because I feel I’ve done pretty much all I can.  after this post, I won’t be updating for a while. I’ll only be available On Mobile. So if you have my Kik, You can kik me. And I’ll be checking my Notes on a regular.